entaha..
Mood:  down
my eyes r swollen. i wanned to talk to mel tadi, but she was in a hurry so *shrugs* its fine.. there's this friend of mine.. he's really really sensitive i guess. every little wrong i make, he wud make such a big deal about it!! he had been criticising me for the last hour bcoz i didnt go thru with my promise.. it was stewpid promise i tell you! i had to say "okay" the other day cuz he was nagging n he wudnt have stopped if i didnt say "okay"... so now he keep telling me how foul i am. he makes me sound like im so disgusting. maybe i am. maybe im such a bad person n not know it. maybe i do know it, maybe i just dont wanna accept it. so maybe the guy is right.. maybe i'm just a saaaaaaad spoilt little gurl who just wants to play people around. i didnt even TELL him to come online at 3 (i told him around 6 cuz i didnt have netcard until 5 n even then my rents brought me out), i didnt TELL him not to have his lunch, i didnt TELL him that he really had to come online.. I DIDNT TELL HIM TO TRUST ME! damn, i wish i had someone to talk to... who wants to talk to me? sigh. ah well. i think i'd better stop whining now n go. maybe there's something worse for me to enjoyyy.. yeah well. im out..