argh. i've been in quite a "down" mood for the day.. but yea, even when im down, i still have the energy to laugh occasionally. i dont know what made me feel so self-pitiful today. its strange for me to feel that way cuz i haaaaate self pity. i usually think it pathetic to feel that way cuz its just.........irrelevant. but thats how i felt this morning, the minute i woke up. ugh.

i told sadah that i really really wanna move to another school. preferably before monday.. then it struck me that maybe im dreading this choir project thing... we were divided into 5 groups n each group has to perform 2 songs on manday afternoon.. n i dont really like our songs... im just not good at these things. n i feel like im in charge or something cuz the other members kept coming up to me asking when we shud practice.. sigh..

sadah agreed to move to another school with me lol, but she wanned to see her crush. i wanna have another crush~ a boyfriend kah? lol. but yea. ntah.. hmm, ntah. lol.

im not good at choir!!!!~ =( wha. okay thats my self pity talking again. im outtie before it comes lol. c ya~ \/ peasheness