A big thick line through fun...
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Random slow songs...
Scratch all the fun i could be having next year.. i need to study study study. my parents met with my teachers n i ended up promising to quit choir. and also cancel my plans to join the football thing.. n now i cant stop crying coz i'm just scared that i wont get to university... let alone a scholarship. i am so pathetic.

on the way home, my sister called my mom up n said that she was at muara beach with my driver. but my driver went to pee. leaving her all alone at the playground. who the ef leaves a child staying alone? baik pun sekajap ia ke toilet anie... she was alone for a whiiile. my parents were furious with the fear that he may have run off. they called maxx cuz the driver n amah's fone ran out of crdts. n i msged them saying that it was rude (kurang ajar) to have left my sister alone..

who wud have thought that my amah was mad at me for calling his driver kurang ajar.. n wen my driver heard the msg he was furious n taken aback n told his wife to reply my msg saying that i'm the one that's kurang ajar. wtf? mcm... wtf. lol. my mom sed he zoomed the car in n parked the car mengajut. awu wah, take it on the car. it's practically wearing down neways because of u A-hole! seesh. i hate my driver. i want to drive!

talk about a shitty situation... ngeh. i dunno. things may turn out for the better. may not. i dont care anymore. i dont have the will to care anymore.. my mom bawa ke mcd's but im not hungry.. so i'm gonna go and cry some more coz thats the only thing that makes so much sense right now.

p/s: im not an attention seeker coz writing all this makes me feel like i am. its just the way i feel. so if u think im an attention seeker...take it up with someone.

bye.

4 days till school ends~
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
Hey heyy people! hehe. Just finished updating my webbie.. hehe. Esok I have VIPs' Day at school... To those non-MDians, VIPs' Days are Parent-Teacher meet days. My dad may not come tomorrow coz he said he's got this big meeting.. My mum n maxxx kali come. hehe. My mum was like "aku nda pandai ckp nie..." n I just said "okay tu, dgr saja cakap nya" instead of saying "PHEWH!!" hahaha.

After VIP meets I need to rush to the stadium for Football try-outs/training. I dunno sqwat about football btw... Well except for a goal..... huhuhu xP But, I hope it'll go well for me. At least I've got something to do this hollies~

Ooh, 6th Forms from STPRI and SOASC have joined up in the new PTE (6th Form Centre) in Lambak Kiri hehe. I'm a tad bit jealous... But hey, its no big. My mum won't let me go there if I wanned to anyways haha. She says that MD has standards... Yeah mom, look at the toilets! Hahah. At least I'm choir president in MD lol wtf...I'm trying to make myself feel better. OoooooOOOoooh, me n my choir mates r so excited to be teaching next year's juniors! lol. Erk..aku balum pandai conduct!!!! *cries*

I went to Alifdo's bbq last night n picked up AzNuur otw. It was okay... There were like 7 girls including Alif's gf. N ermmm 15 boys i think *shrugs* Alif wanned to dance coz it was his last night with his gf due to the fact that she left for KL today.. *awwwwh* she's really nice though :) But we didnt dance until most of the guys were outside haha. There were only like 2 guys left there when we started boogyin. n I willfully danced coz Eve was there!! I missed her loads n loads! hehe. So Eve, Azwa n I danced like creeps (hahaha) n then baru tah Alif's gf mau nari sama ia *aww* hehe. But yea, it was loadsa fun hehe.

So everybody.. I'm gonna go sleep. Toodles~ peasheness.

Hehe slamat raya~
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Errr...The Grinch is on Star Movies...
I think they'll be playing this movie over n over until Christmas... Just a guess =P

My dad connected us WiFi!!!! weehee. haha wifi around the house.. eeee so cool x)

Ooh nishara's bday was so nice!! hehe. i went home at 1AM after we opened all her prezzies hehe. i havnt been to her new house before n it was really beautiful..

hahaha thryller was there n he was freakin out coz of this bug... okay i dont think im supposed to be posting that up but it was just so hilarious! huhuhu. well, i was scared of the damned thing too.. hehe *blush* yes yes, i ran downstairs too. n worst i was scraming hahahaha. *shrugs*

this is such a nice song by ashlee simpson.. boyfriend. she does write her own songs right? coz her songs... she has her own type of music n they sound nearly the same. but theyre really really catchy :)

sigh hahaha i watching backstreet boys' "just want you to know" hahahaha. i always laugh my head off watching this clip..

well, ima go n chat to ppl now. c u~ peasheness! *less than three* huhuhu.

Selamat Hari Raya~
Now Playing: Do You Believe In Magic - Ally & AJ

Slamat hari belum raya~~ hahaha. i was a little devastated that it wasnt today.. My sis-in-law is a midwife n her shift tomoro (the first day of raya) is 7am - 2pm. If it was today, she wudve made it for family pictures n stuff. sigh. sian jua tu..

I just love raya.. i cant help it but i do. lol. i love the fact that evryone's gonna be around family n frens *hugs self* hehehe am i being creepy? im sorry..

Ooh n i just realised.. that i was babbling about J'adore in the last post. seesh. hahahah im sorry about that too people :)

So yeah, slamat raya maaf zahir batin =>

peasheness! *hugs n kisses*

Dior Addict...
Mood:  lucky
Now Playing: Saiful Malaysian Idol - Ku Juga Mencintaimu & Hadirlah Kasih
hehehe awu bah lagu ah.. i looove his voice =)

ummmm, i just came back from yayasan n then ke pasar gadong. hehe. i bought J'adore since mine ran out.. huhuhu. I bought this set which consists of a 50ml J'adore perfume, a 50 ml lotion, n a 50ml shower gel which i've never gotten before hehehe x)

wen people ask me why i love dior i just say "because its expensive n cool~" hahahaha coz, seriously, what to say? O_o i consider myself lucky that my rents r very flexible... cuz i mean really, we're not rich r we. i know dior stuff cost alot, but hey compared to my other siblings that r still under my rents' responsibility (not mentioning some who r not), i think i buy the least stuff.. so yeah im very thankful that i have a nice enough life :)

im lookin forward to hari raya.. hehe. batah ah. umm, im gonna get my hair curled this year ;) i hope it'll turn out okay.. huhuhu. okay i just realised that i havent finished my hwks yet. esok aku last skulah~~~~ hahaha. to those yang skulah on tuez: boohoo xP

hahaha okay kena katuk dah pintu ku kena suruh turun fo sungkai.. peasheness people!!!!!!! \m/