weirdness to the max? naaah. hehe
yo man! wassup man! lmao. thats what my lil sister can say with hip hop words. obviously my brother taught her.. but yea, i get attatched to those sayings sumhow. how lame. lol.

i slept since 1 till 3 tadi, n woke up finding mom not here.. =( panya she went to the hospital *shrugs* then she told me that she asked me if i was sick before she left tadi lol. i have no memory of that tho... but yeah, i think i am coming down with sumpthing. ah well~ not like i can skip skool with it or nething. so why bother. lol.

it's weird that wen u try to find sumone to talk to, it might seem so difficult. but sometimes, it's like u can talk to just anyone. cuz really, u CAN talk to anyone about anything. just pick the right time n stuff like that.. i mean, i'd listen to anything anyone has to say. i talk too much, but dont u think i cant listen. oh i can.

elmi duznt talk or anything. he just makes u laugh. hard. lol. *hugs elmi* he's an angel....disguised as a devil =) but yea. hehe. ooh ooh n all the boys in my class r hilare. so, i have some fun at skool too, to make it not so bad. hehe. oh my gosh, raven started. i watched it last night, but hey, i love disney channel \m/ lol. see ya! love me. (=

heeeeeyaaaaa! ehehehee.
Iiiiiiii'm baaaaaaaaackkk~ lol. that cant be good :P here i am once again in front of the compy all afternoon trying to work out my webbie. hehehe. i kinda succeeded too =) laleng sed that its great hehe but of course maybe she was just being nice *hugs laleng* lol.

SKOOL SERIOUSLY SUCKS! the only subjects i actually enjoy r Biology, Chemistry, Maths D n Add Maths. Despite the homeworks of course. which i obviously kept overdue.. i dont like homeworks. if we did homeworks cana kan revise.. not that i do my revisions... so im just babbling hahaha. ;)

I gots tuition later.. im going to Intellectual Edge d Gadong; blakang SKH hehehe im promoting it okay =P ooooh its nearly 6.15. it'll get me nearly 20 mins to get ready (unless im in a hurry).. n not to mention (well, mentioning rnt i) the ride to gadong wastes around 20 minutes of my life from my house. same as skool, i hav no idea how many hundred hours i spend in the car. seriously lol. but yeh, ima go now.. i'll post more soon. until then, peasheness!!

yawness yaw yaww *yawwwwwn* lol apakan.
Heyyyyyyy! Hehe. Everyone seems to be ignoring me on mirc, but I guess it duznt matter =) I've been having this "no-one shud care about me" attitude for a lil while lol. *shrugs* hmmm, ooh the ppl who talked to me online today were zeerah, nishara, aizat, syak, elmiiiiiii n josh is talking to me now.. he's trying to read music hehe. Coo coo.

I'm not in my room right now, im near the stairs where the tv is... using the outside telephone line cuz the one in my room wont connect me online! nyehness. I bought the hilary duff cd yesterday.........the pirated one, so I cant play it on my boombox lol.

Oh btw, my bday was on feb 4th hehe. N happy valentine's day to evvvvvveryone, especially those close to me. Well ima go now, Raven started. See ya! Hehe. Bye bye ya'll.

back for a time when..... O_o *shrugs*
Hey hey.. I??m really excited about the BSM Business Plan results which will be on February 18th. I??m excited about starting tuition ( I know I??m a freak so stop buggin lol), I??m excited about Triple Noize comin to Brunei.. (I hopefully get to work backstage for Bruscene then ??) and finally, I??m excited that I??ll be turning 16 on Wedz!! Hehe. Coolie coolness cool cool.

Lately ive been trying my best to stay OFFline and study study, but all I do is watch tv lol. Nyehness. But hey, at least the tv has something boring to show n I get bored of it n I go to my room to study once in a while. But the compy? Nooooo lol.

The last yr??s o level results came out last thurz I think?K n It looked terrifying! Well to me. Haha. But yeah I wud like to thank Mel for my inspiration hehe. Mwah.

Whoa shytness. I keep getting disconnected. It sucks! Damn I miss espeed lol. Hey the pup-ups suckers found me again! Lol okay I??ma go now. Seeeeeyu! Hugs. Ness ness ness hahaaa =P

stewpidness
i really do hope dad gets us espeed soon!!! i haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate netkad connections! 1. i have to buy them with money..n usually run out of $5 ones so i hav to buy $10 ones. or did they stop making $5 ones? argh!

i cant connect to msn. pop-ups dont stop teasing me. they want me to go crazy! this new pop-up sez "I HATE POP-UPS!"n stuff about killing pop-ups is good n they hav a solution for it but it like, costs US$20? *shrugs* but guess what? THEY'RE THE ONLY ONES THAT ARE CAUSING THE POP-UPS!! People do just anything for money.. of course. even make other ppl feel stupid or slaved. kan kan kan? hmpf.

I really am not trying to offend anyone here, *COUGH*BRUNET*COUGH* honest~ ;P but yeah, i want to go on msn. is that just so hard? i mean, why is my server always so loooooooow? wenever i actually get good connections, sumone wud just destroy it.. like nuke me on irc or call me downstairs. seesh..

hahahah ppl wud read this n go "seesh its all complain complain complain, yada yada yada, all about her, does she think she's the most important thing in the world?" well no actually, i think im just a speck of dust in the world..while others r broomsticks pushing me here n there. but heyyyyyy i think... its alllll good. =) cuz there r some ppl who appreciate what this little speck is about, what she has to say, what she thinks about.. i really look up to my friends, like mel, eve, nishara, aznuur, amy, fahrul, my angels in 5sci1, n more more more.. even tho there r times i feel left out hehe. no matter. i dont really care.

sometimes i wish i had the attitude, the looks, the body. but nah, i guess im doing fine. even if my mom does nag on me all the time...but i guess thats just life..

u wont miss the water till the well is dry... i think thats how the saying goes. n it is so true. u know u take things for granted when u hav them, n wen its gone, u'll do anything in ur wits to get them back. it just applies to anything! :D but hey, not everyone is the same huh? :-.

did u ever think about how ure gonna be wen u grow up n like get a job? i always wonder what if that never happens to me cuz im such a lazybum n i dont study much. im one of those "smart but lazy" ones which i dont think gets anywhere in life :o but i do get interested in stuff that rnt important. for instance, i join bruscene.. whats that for anyways? but hey not that i dont like it, i LOVE it. n thats part of the problem. lol. oh i dont know, i just wish i'll get good marks for my 'o' level exams n go to md or somewhere better.. take in stuff that im good at.. n live a happy life. despite the ups n downs. lol. ah, forget it... its alllll just gonna fade away wen/if i find out my results next yr n get all Ds =o which is so sad really. i mean, i wanna get straight As, but im no obedient bookworm like some ppl i know *cough*mel*cough* hehe.

i guess it's time i let it go n try to make a better person out of me. dont get me wrong, i like being a speck of dust being vacuumed in, thrown out, floats to other places n get swept, get eaten, forced out *ewwwwwwww gone too far* lol. so yeah.. i just try to be myself. :) im lovin it. (: hee.

wellp, time ta blast lol. peasheness. STAY CORKY!! (?!)
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