i miss people~ *pouts*
sigh. why is everyone disappearing in an instant? where'd zeerah go to? amal? ppl from hiphop.bn? i miss em =( well, i talked to andz n trace from america on aim hehe. i miss kimmy tho. its her bday today. n i miss sum other american peeps like tiff, jessie, alex, n ooooh just evryone; esp the ppl from the crt chatroom. u guys need to stay in touch wit me. hehe. ooh i kinda miss mike, but HE was being such an asshole so watever. as if he misses me anyway. i doubt evry thought of it. *shrugs*

i wish i were different in some ways, but hey im not so i guess i'm just gonna have to deal with it. but stil.... yea.. lol. glad people dont forget me that easily. hehe. i really appreciate everyone who has been there for me..and of course who wished they were. hehe. i love you people *cries hysterically* lmao okay. well, im gonna go back to xploring the internet again. lol i who saw the first post fezz did for acceptedrejects.com? lmao that was good. haha no offense fezz, but it was funny. not in a way u think it is if ure thinking im saying its bad. lol. "aku handal \m/ thank you" lmao. so cali.

bah eh, gila krg. byes! *mwah*

OooOoOoOoOoohHh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIMMY!!!!!!!!!! hehe. i do wish i were there =)

weirdness to the max? naaah. hehe
yo man! wassup man! lmao. thats what my lil sister can say with hip hop words. obviously my brother taught her.. but yea, i get attatched to those sayings sumhow. how lame. lol.

i slept since 1 till 3 tadi, n woke up finding mom not here.. =( panya she went to the hospital *shrugs* then she told me that she asked me if i was sick before she left tadi lol. i have no memory of that tho... but yeah, i think i am coming down with sumpthing. ah well~ not like i can skip skool with it or nething. so why bother. lol.

it's weird that wen u try to find sumone to talk to, it might seem so difficult. but sometimes, it's like u can talk to just anyone. cuz really, u CAN talk to anyone about anything. just pick the right time n stuff like that.. i mean, i'd listen to anything anyone has to say. i talk too much, but dont u think i cant listen. oh i can.

elmi duznt talk or anything. he just makes u laugh. hard. lol. *hugs elmi* he's an angel....disguised as a devil =) but yea. hehe. ooh ooh n all the boys in my class r hilare. so, i have some fun at skool too, to make it not so bad. hehe. oh my gosh, raven started. i watched it last night, but hey, i love disney channel \m/ lol. see ya! love me. (=

heeeeeyaaaaa! ehehehee.
Iiiiiiii'm baaaaaaaaackkk~ lol. that cant be good :P here i am once again in front of the compy all afternoon trying to work out my webbie. hehehe. i kinda succeeded too =) laleng sed that its great hehe but of course maybe she was just being nice *hugs laleng* lol.

SKOOL SERIOUSLY SUCKS! the only subjects i actually enjoy r Biology, Chemistry, Maths D n Add Maths. Despite the homeworks of course. which i obviously kept overdue.. i dont like homeworks. if we did homeworks cana kan revise.. not that i do my revisions... so im just babbling hahaha. ;)

I gots tuition later.. im going to Intellectual Edge d Gadong; blakang SKH hehehe im promoting it okay =P ooooh its nearly 6.15. it'll get me nearly 20 mins to get ready (unless im in a hurry).. n not to mention (well, mentioning rnt i) the ride to gadong wastes around 20 minutes of my life from my house. same as skool, i hav no idea how many hundred hours i spend in the car. seriously lol. but yeh, ima go now.. i'll post more soon. until then, peasheness!!

yawness yaw yaww *yawwwwwn* lol apakan.
Heyyyyyyy! Hehe. Everyone seems to be ignoring me on mirc, but I guess it duznt matter =) I've been having this "no-one shud care about me" attitude for a lil while lol. *shrugs* hmmm, ooh the ppl who talked to me online today were zeerah, nishara, aizat, syak, elmiiiiiii n josh is talking to me now.. he's trying to read music hehe. Coo coo.

I'm not in my room right now, im near the stairs where the tv is... using the outside telephone line cuz the one in my room wont connect me online! nyehness. I bought the hilary duff cd yesterday.........the pirated one, so I cant play it on my boombox lol.

Oh btw, my bday was on feb 4th hehe. N happy valentine's day to evvvvvveryone, especially those close to me. Well ima go now, Raven started. See ya! Hehe. Bye bye ya'll.

back for a time when..... O_o *shrugs*
Hey hey.. I??m really excited about the BSM Business Plan results which will be on February 18th. I??m excited about starting tuition ( I know I??m a freak so stop buggin lol), I??m excited about Triple Noize comin to Brunei.. (I hopefully get to work backstage for Bruscene then ??) and finally, I??m excited that I??ll be turning 16 on Wedz!! Hehe. Coolie coolness cool cool.

Lately ive been trying my best to stay OFFline and study study, but all I do is watch tv lol. Nyehness. But hey, at least the tv has something boring to show n I get bored of it n I go to my room to study once in a while. But the compy? Nooooo lol.

The last yr??s o level results came out last thurz I think?K n It looked terrifying! Well to me. Haha. But yeah I wud like to thank Mel for my inspiration hehe. Mwah.

Whoa shytness. I keep getting disconnected. It sucks! Damn I miss espeed lol. Hey the pup-ups suckers found me again! Lol okay I??ma go now. Seeeeeyu! Hugs. Ness ness ness hahaaa =P