argh. i've been in quite a "down" mood for the day.. but yea, even when im down, i still have the energy to laugh occasionally. i dont know what made me feel so self-pitiful today. its strange for me to feel that way cuz i haaaaate self pity. i usually think it pathetic to feel that way cuz its just.........irrelevant. but thats how i felt this morning, the minute i woke up. ugh.

i told sadah that i really really wanna move to another school. preferably before monday.. then it struck me that maybe im dreading this choir project thing... we were divided into 5 groups n each group has to perform 2 songs on manday afternoon.. n i dont really like our songs... im just not good at these things. n i feel like im in charge or something cuz the other members kept coming up to me asking when we shud practice.. sigh..

sadah agreed to move to another school with me lol, but she wanned to see her crush. i wanna have another crush~ a boyfriend kah? lol. but yea. ntah.. hmm, ntah. lol.

im not good at choir!!!!~ =( wha. okay thats my self pity talking again. im outtie before it comes lol. c ya~ \/ peasheness

eh eh lupa...
oh n btw, i lap you mally~~ hehehe. anu bah, the comments thingie wont open msa atu for a while.. but i asked (nicely) for tripod to check it n i guess they did. so yea, baru tah ku membaca wa comment atu :) hehee so now im outtie. bye bye~ *hugsies all* lol.

heys.. i went to watch a movie this afternoon with my maths class... hehe. watched House Of Wax. damn, i went all pale kali ahahaha. it was like, i dont knowww, like, ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwness!! i kept going "uuughhhh~!!!" throughout the movie lol. at the end of the movie, wen we went out of the cinema, my finger was all numb lol cuz in this one scene that i cant forget, the murderer cut a gurl's finger! *shudders violently* n one of my classmates cudnt even walk properly, he stood still for a while holdin on to the stair railing lol shiiian...

sigh, i got a bz day tomorrow.. my lil sister's 6th birthday n she's having a big party. i do hope ada sooommmme cute guys.. hehehe. im kinda one of the ppl who r incharge of the games. sigh. so yea... lol.

amal k was cryin tadi d skulah... someone cloned her friendster n put these nasty stuffs about her. sigh. i think it happened to someone else once.. nishara kali... i wonder what happened to hers.. ssso, yea. nnnnnneways~ lol.

i have an actual crush~ hahaha beware. apakan. he's this guy from school. so ummm yeah, byes :D peasheness~

Drowning... lol
Mood:  loud
Now Playing: Drowning - Backstreet Boys
Hahahaha cant help it, this song ish sho nyshe~ hahaha. im uploading pics to my webbie... it may take a while, so i decided to blog hehe.
...while singing Drowning with all my heart of course LOL. tbangun jua urg nie krg olehku.. ah well.

so, the first day of school was okay.. slightly dull, but okay hehehe. ummm, i had tests for maths n biz. then a new topic for accounting. so good news: nada homework =) i dont like homeworks. hehe.

chatters always complain that i laugh too much. nyeh, screw u, i like to laugh. i cant help it.

*cheers* ehee~, esok na skulah...

ooh, btw, thanks to abang solomon for all ur help ;) ure awesome hehe. i dont think ure reading, but still, thanks :D lol.

well yea, gonna get back to my webbie. peasheness..

whats wrong with being fat?
Mood:  special
what's wrong with being fat? i mean, im happy. lol. this guy just comes on n sees my pic on display n go "berisi u anie eh, how much do u weigh?" n i say "yah. umm i dunno, 90+kg?" n he goes "whoa" O_o so what? lol. sigh... tadi i went to yayasan. bought some bras n the saleslady goes "may i help u? there r none of ur sizes there, big sizes r over here.." n i go "uhhh, this is my size..." "are u sure?" "yes im sure, i know what my bra size is..." "umm. ok.. do u not want to see these? theyre bigger" "no thanks. i like these, theyre pretty" lol mcm. apakan.. lol. sigh.. i have this thing.. when ppl r rude to me, im worse to them hahaha. especially salespeople... *shrugs* cant control it.

so neways, my friend from egypt, mohamed. he always makes me feel loved. lol. uhh he asked me to be his girlfriend the other day, but i rejected cuz he's far away lol. but he's still talkin to me so yayy. hehe. he told me about this ummm, secret.. okay i cant talk about it here. sigh. lol. ummm. i havnt finished my hwk yet.. i wonder if there's any hwks for accounting cuz i havnt checked. school's in *looks at calendar* 3 days.. oh. hahaha okay.

yyyyyeah. i miss my friends. bed, mel, fahrul... siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh. hahahahaha. okay then, bubyeses~ OMG lizam is on. i thought he killed himslf already.. c ya people. peasheness \m/ lol