EverChanging...
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: new westlife songs that i managed to download..
have i changed since dulu? i think i have... i mean, i dont think i like helping ppl out nemore. i think... ntah. hahaha. "i dont like ppl who think" hahaha bed :P

im bored. r u bored? cuz im bored. i dunno why im bored. but i am really bored. hahahaha ntah eh.

omg. theres this vidclip on Hitz.tv Seether - Remedy n it's like....creepy lol.

ooh talking about creepy.. i was so creeped out by the email about Dewa being Zion...thingie...let's just say Jewish spreaders in secret. wan was devastated bcoz he lost his footie match that morning and liverpool lost lol. But he was like "relax" its just dewa being jewish.. lol.

so talking about footie matches... our match today was supposed to be against "Ganas FC" who turned out to be our coaches ganya hahahaha. paspen bnr.

okay my head is aching now coz of the stupid hiccups *hick* ugh. lol. but, i cant figure out why i think the sounds of hiccups r cute. hahaha.

bah eh outs. i'll add mo if i wanna talk.

byes :)

Thats when I say....Nice~ hahaha. apakan..
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: Stranded - Jennifer Paige
Yaw people! hehehe. Finally the effing blog mau d buka! huhu. I waited for it since like 11pm i think n its now 1.10am O_o i know. so neways... I'm sleepy. Hahahaha. Kaka Susie is asleep in my bed n I dont wanna kacau her.. She's waiting for her hubby to come home -- takut kali ya d bilik sorang2 hehe.

Hmmm, I'm going for a bbq at Bukit Shahbandar tomoro with the #maktabduli gang.. I'm new in the channel but they invited me along so dtg saja :) It was really nice of them to invite me kan. So yea.. hehe.

Az Nuur was online for a lil while tadi but she didnt go on MSN until I asked her to coz I saw her comment on my bloggie lol. Kedapatan anie wa ia online ah xP nothing gets past me az :D Then I chatted on IRC mostly n well layaned some jerks on MSN of course. Hmm, then I quit IRC n chatted with Leo on MSN n then blocked the jerk n chatted with Hazwan next door on MSN, n he actually talked lol (bnr az~).

Ooh thinking of barbeques, Bed had one tadi at home n I cudnt come coz nada dgnku.. hehe. Sorry babe~

So yea, I wawna pee. Lol. And when I get out n my brother hasnt arrived from work yet, I'm jumping on my sister in law! LoL. Take care peeps :) peasheness~

Defence...
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: You Are Not Alone - Micheal Jackson ....I'm not sure why lol.
Hellew :) just found out that the party is on Saturday n not Friday. But I still can't go out with my mates on Friday night coz I have football in the afternoon n if I go out that night, will I be able to go out again the night after? Lol I'm uncommonly giving this much thought rnt I? huhuhu.

Hmmm, football's great. Although yesterday I was a little out of breath coz I didnt come to Monday's practice. But hey, I'm a good defence. Ask my coach. Hahahaha perasan.. Ntaha, I'm learning :) We have a match on Monday =/

Err, just done calling Bed. Wanna go out but no where to go n nothing to see (and spend). Sigh. I guess I'm outtie. Bubyes ;)

Feeling Sorry...
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Simple Plan - Perfect
I'm feeling pretty down right now... sigh. I think it's because my mum is sorta mad at me. Tapinya skadar wa... Pasal aku na mau ikut dinner out. Aku malas kan jalan wa... N then she bought me spaghetti from Yayasan yg shapa2 pun nda suka... So, na ku mau makan atu. I ate maggi goreng instead coz I've been craving for that since noon... My mom was all......ignorant. Ntah eh.. I know she'll come around but somehow I just feel sad n sorry for who I am... And omg, I have to change this song -- it's too "perfect" for my situation... lol geddit? perfect? geddit? sigh. I cant even laugh at my own joke.

I'm sorry that I skipped football training yesterday coz my sister in law brought me out coz I wasn't feeling very well.. I'm a lil unwell today too... *sings Unwell - Matchbox 20* err.. I don't remember how that song goes... heheh.

Eve sez that there's gonna be a party somewhere in gadong on Friday.. I think it was on Friday? I'm not too sure, but I guess I'm gonna go n boogay..

I bumped my head on a bird's cage today.... How much more miserable can I be? Hoping tomorrow will be better..







Just thinking of more stuff that I'm sorry for... *shrugs*

Oh n I just received a msg that all my ex-SMB mates r going to JayPee on Friday 4.15PM onwards.... When's the party again? Heheh. Life.

Peasheness.. =/

Back from Lawas
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Honest Questions - Daniel Bedingfield
Mornin~ hehehe. I came back on Sunday afternoon lol so im a tincy wincy late in telling ya'll that I'M BACK~~~~~ hahaha.

There was a wedding in Lawas.. They already got married in KaYeL, but this time theyre getting married in the groom's turf hehe. The groom is my second cuzzie. Downside of the whole thing was that the mummy of the groomie passed away years ago... So masa membadaki (there, they did it on Sunday morning) all the mummies n grannies were crying.. Sampai ada yg kena pigang bawa ke bilik coz she was crying so hard... I think that was the mummy's sister.. But yea... nya urg bunai membari rawan ati.
heheh. But the groom was so happy~ *awwwww* but he did cry plang masa urg mbedaki.. heheh. aznuur's sister says that when ure ready for marriage everything seems wonderful.. *awwwwwwwwww-er* hehehe.

/plays Michelle Branch - Here With Me

I love this song by Michelle Branch.. I've liked it for a few years pulang sudah :) It's in The Spirit Room album n called Here With Me:

It's been a long, long time since I looked into the mirror
I guess that I was blind
Now my reflection's getting clearer
Now that you're gone things will never be the same again

There's not a minute that goes by every hour of every day
You're such a part of me
But I just pulled away
Well, I'm not the same girl
you used to know
I wish I said the words I never showed

I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me

You know that silence is loud when all you hear is your heart
And I wanted so badly just to be a part of something strong and true
But I was scared and left it all behind

I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me

And I'm asking
And I'm wanting you to come back to me
Please?

I never will forget that look upon
your face
How you turned away and left
without a trace
But I understand that you did what you had to do
And I thank you

I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me

Heheh so yea I'm gonna go... I'm so tired. Went out yesterday with Kaka Susie. Met Hanie, Haziq, AzNuur's lil brother, n some people from MD.. Ooh we watched the pontianak 2 movie n it was boring but the crowd at the time was fun!!! lol. we kept on laughing. *claps* i like crowds like that :) sometimes the audience can be soooo quiet that they dont even laugh at funny scenes. It's like u just wanna say "If you wanna be quiet, got to a library~~" lol. usually me n bed just crunk up the whole movie by laughing (coz we usually go see funny movies) hehe. I'm glad my two bestest friends r getting along coz it's just really really fun x)

Peasheness~ ;)