A big thick line through fun...
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Random slow songs...
Scratch all the fun i could be having next year.. i need to study study study. my parents met with my teachers n i ended up promising to quit choir. and also cancel my plans to join the football thing.. n now i cant stop crying coz i'm just scared that i wont get to university... let alone a scholarship. i am so pathetic.

on the way home, my sister called my mom up n said that she was at muara beach with my driver. but my driver went to pee. leaving her all alone at the playground. who the ef leaves a child staying alone? baik pun sekajap ia ke toilet anie... she was alone for a whiiile. my parents were furious with the fear that he may have run off. they called maxx cuz the driver n amah's fone ran out of crdts. n i msged them saying that it was rude (kurang ajar) to have left my sister alone..

who wud have thought that my amah was mad at me for calling his driver kurang ajar.. n wen my driver heard the msg he was furious n taken aback n told his wife to reply my msg saying that i'm the one that's kurang ajar. wtf? mcm... wtf. lol. my mom sed he zoomed the car in n parked the car mengajut. awu wah, take it on the car. it's practically wearing down neways because of u A-hole! seesh. i hate my driver. i want to drive!

talk about a shitty situation... ngeh. i dunno. things may turn out for the better. may not. i dont care anymore. i dont have the will to care anymore.. my mom bawa ke mcd's but im not hungry.. so i'm gonna go and cry some more coz thats the only thing that makes so much sense right now.

p/s: im not an attention seeker coz writing all this makes me feel like i am. its just the way i feel. so if u think im an attention seeker...take it up with someone.

bye.