the nothingness of it all
okay i dunno wth is up with my blog title but *shrugs* hahaha the nothingness of it all. when there's all, there cannot be nothing..sumthing must be there? okay okay i'll stop confusing, cuz im confoozed hahahaha.

Sigh im just booooored. with a CAPITAL b. i'm in this yahoo chatroom which is like, DULL hahaha. but yeah, im gonna try n get in teenchat.com or .co.uk or sumthing. *shrugsies* hmm hmm. wellllp, i'll update hehe byes!

ooh ooh, i just realised it took me for about a MONTH to post another ...post last time. im gonna make sure that duznt happen again hehe hugs.

yaw.
hmh. im a little worn out.. slept arnd 12 last night, woken up a few times by Beast (my kittie) he wont sleep unless he's on me! grrrrr. then mama woke me up at...8? kan minta dgni go to KB with Abang Hairol also. so yeah in the car mosta the time, made me have a headache..

im loving Frankie J right now lol. searching for the cd yes. seesh hahaha. ooh ooh listen to the diss reza made about tj lol. hiperdee hipderdee hop hop hooooooo!~ LMAO *looks all innocent suddenly n walks away*

okay im linking ppl right now.. sigh how bored can u be..? damn, its nearly 4. hehe. well, i'll be off, Sabrina's starting. just need to plug one more webbie: mPb.net hehe. seeeeeya! .mwahz <33333 hugs.

hehe hiyee. remember me?
hellew~ ummmm i havnt posted for a while huh? hee. well, internet's been a humungous(howver u spell that) bitch.. so, i just wait for it to load... iw ait.. n wait... n wait... hehe. i got number 20 in class for the end of year exam... out of 27.. sigh. well, s'all good. i'll just do better next time :) ooh that reminds me. i made this poem last night. i called it "My Dream":-

I wanna be someone well-known,
Famous, popular and talent-shown,
A person people look up to and idolise,
Like Missy, Alicia, Aaliyah or even Mikey Tys? :P

I wud do anything to get that kind of attention,
Even invent something, win a nobel prize plus a buck times one billion,
But you cant even put a price on that type of commitment,
Cuz watchu really need is pure talent.

I've been down the road of dreaming,
It got me nowhere but staying,
And I've gone thru the path of begging,
But it got me nowhere ...hanging.

Is it wrong for a gurl to dream?
Is it wrong for a gurl to beg?
Is it possible for someone to accept
Just to make a small attempt?

I prayed to my anscestors and god above,
So that somebody will approve,
To help me thru with my passion
Of music which seems to be my obsession.

How wud they know that I'm true,
When all that tell me to do is "get a clue"?
All I want is just one chance,
For everyone to see that I too can trance.


Its not a serious thing, just sumthing i thought of n started writing heheh. well yusrin promised me a comment haha. i did make some poems on my last blog.. the one on crimson.. *shrugs* my poems rnt good anyways. well, i'm tryna upload some new pics. so ummmm peasheness! =)

ness ness ness n the ness nesses or the ness. lol.
hellewness. dontchu ppl get annoyed with that? *laughs* good. ummmmmm, well wats there to talk about ah? ooh, i went to g-town on saturday evening for sungkai. i loooooove maksim mrvica (sorry fo mentioning him agen mel haha). ooh ooh n i went to jaypeeeeeeee that saturday night too, nishara's bday celebration so my parents just lemme go. her parents blanja-ed me the $15 ticket to go on rides hehe reeeeeeeeally fun fun.

fatzeem a.k.a patcream: i wonder who had his jeans unzipped at mcd's saturday evening~ with the SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS boxersssssssssss!~ hahaha. :P

this post is fulla un-required crap.. hee. peasheness. *waves*

mood-swings?
whats this thing with mood swings kan ah? its like, im annoyed...for some reason. i talked about how life is boring n i want it to be like a fairytale to elmi.....little did i know that he's stoned right now, so yyyyeah. lol. ntah ia eh. haha hi elmi. love u hahaha. :P ummmmm, its no fun talking about it on the #? lol. ntah eh. i'll just forget about it n be happpyyyyyyyyy, like i usually am. kan? *pulls up a hopeful face* kaaaaaan??? lol apakan. well.. arrrrrrrrrrrrrgh I HATE POP-UPS! HEAR THAT POP-UP-ERS.. I HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE POP-UPS! lol. *sighs loudly* thank god for brain damage(Titus moment lol). ummmmm, i gotta meet this guy called Asnol on saturday while we're having a sungkaiying thingie at ze Mickey Donald's(Passport To Paris moment lmao). uhhhh, i went shopping this mornin at millimewah lambak, i like buying t-shirts there :) bah eh, im chatting wif mel...n sum other peeps on mirc. hehe byes. peasheness....n lotsa hugs. :9