stewpidness
i really do hope dad gets us espeed soon!!! i haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate netkad connections! 1. i have to buy them with money..n usually run out of $5 ones so i hav to buy $10 ones. or did they stop making $5 ones? argh!

i cant connect to msn. pop-ups dont stop teasing me. they want me to go crazy! this new pop-up sez "I HATE POP-UPS!"n stuff about killing pop-ups is good n they hav a solution for it but it like, costs US$20? *shrugs* but guess what? THEY'RE THE ONLY ONES THAT ARE CAUSING THE POP-UPS!! People do just anything for money.. of course. even make other ppl feel stupid or slaved. kan kan kan? hmpf.

I really am not trying to offend anyone here, *COUGH*BRUNET*COUGH* honest~ ;P but yeah, i want to go on msn. is that just so hard? i mean, why is my server always so loooooooow? wenever i actually get good connections, sumone wud just destroy it.. like nuke me on irc or call me downstairs. seesh..

hahahah ppl wud read this n go "seesh its all complain complain complain, yada yada yada, all about her, does she think she's the most important thing in the world?" well no actually, i think im just a speck of dust in the world..while others r broomsticks pushing me here n there. but heyyyyyy i think... its alllll good. =) cuz there r some ppl who appreciate what this little speck is about, what she has to say, what she thinks about.. i really look up to my friends, like mel, eve, nishara, aznuur, amy, fahrul, my angels in 5sci1, n more more more.. even tho there r times i feel left out hehe. no matter. i dont really care.

sometimes i wish i had the attitude, the looks, the body. but nah, i guess im doing fine. even if my mom does nag on me all the time...but i guess thats just life..

u wont miss the water till the well is dry... i think thats how the saying goes. n it is so true. u know u take things for granted when u hav them, n wen its gone, u'll do anything in ur wits to get them back. it just applies to anything! :D but hey, not everyone is the same huh? :-.

did u ever think about how ure gonna be wen u grow up n like get a job? i always wonder what if that never happens to me cuz im such a lazybum n i dont study much. im one of those "smart but lazy" ones which i dont think gets anywhere in life :o but i do get interested in stuff that rnt important. for instance, i join bruscene.. whats that for anyways? but hey not that i dont like it, i LOVE it. n thats part of the problem. lol. oh i dont know, i just wish i'll get good marks for my 'o' level exams n go to md or somewhere better.. take in stuff that im good at.. n live a happy life. despite the ups n downs. lol. ah, forget it... its alllll just gonna fade away wen/if i find out my results next yr n get all Ds =o which is so sad really. i mean, i wanna get straight As, but im no obedient bookworm like some ppl i know *cough*mel*cough* hehe.

i guess it's time i let it go n try to make a better person out of me. dont get me wrong, i like being a speck of dust being vacuumed in, thrown out, floats to other places n get swept, get eaten, forced out *ewwwwwwww gone too far* lol. so yeah.. i just try to be myself. :) im lovin it. (: hee.

wellp, time ta blast lol. peasheness. STAY CORKY!! (?!)
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/plays a1- Like A Rose

apanah... =D
sigh. haha. skool was fun today cuz we just found out that 2 groups in our class were chosen as finalists in this live wire business planning thingie hehehe. well, i think first prize is $2000. but it has to be divided within the members lah ehehee. we still hafta go there n do a presentation tho.. Brunei Marketing Building kah? or sumthin like that, its the building near the big IBB in bandar. monday, january 26th at 9am.. so i think cg khairul bawa us ke sana hehehe.

Our business plan was Brownish Heaven Cafe hehehe. n the other group was Advanced Media..........sumthing =O i forgot lol.

there r 4 finalists; us n two others.. which makes us kinda proud. see, this is the first time smberakas joined this live wire thingie, n 2 out of 5 of our plans made it! :) we were so excited wen fauzi n zirwatul got that call. we went straight to cg khairul's staffroom desk. he got all shakily excited too! lol. turns out he's a finalist for one too... a belacan business. lol.

arrrrgh i cant find the short-listed list on the http://www.livewire-brunei.com hmpf. well, im like, giving out my webbie add to ppl hahahaha. bah eh, no one reads my bloggie anyways.

byeeeeees. hugs. \m/ lol

tired
okay i'm tired. came home from a night in miri. it was boring. we were visiting a cuzzie who's gonna go for their haj. hmmmm i dunno, haha im blank. ooh but i bought Peter Pan's cassette cuz i cudnt find the cd... peter pan yg indonesian btw :D luvin them..

okay, well theres nuthing going on so. byes. sigh. hehe. *waves*

yyyyyeah...
im on the laptop.. i dont like skool. the only thing i like about it is that i get to see my frens that i missed so much. yeah, but the studying thing just gets to me yanno. lol.

I cudnt log in for a few days.. hmpf for that... no one reads my bloggies anyway =) just like my daily diary. no one gets why i write a daily diary hehehe. just to remind me my memories.. i even read my previous years diaries..3 years. wow. hehehe. n i always laugh or sigh as i read it.. hmmmh. (:

i think ive sed this before, but i wanna be a singer :( lol. well, to anyone who's reading this.. "hiiiiiiiiii *hugs*" <3 you.

im at myspace.com now (thanks zeerah) leesa_402@hotmail.com n my username is Asimah hehe.

i enrolled for tuition at Walni in Kiulap ;) lol.

i'm sleepy n i suck. okay then, enuff sugar from me... peasheness.

First day of school..
Did i make it sound as if i was starting kindergarden? good, cuz i dont wanna studyyyyyyy =( hahaha but yeah, thats just wat im saying.. i cant not study. O level exams r coming! I think i wanna go for tuition at walni.. but ntah, my parents macam nda suruh? lol. but i wanna go for tuition! if not i'd surely not get much A's.. sigh... a credit isnt really enuff now is it. grr. haha.

okay well, i think i've been online long enuff so ima go now. hugs. wish me luck for the yr! byes. (: