so tired...
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Vanessa Carlton's "White Houses"
Yaw.. i dunno why im sad. just one of those nights aye.. :) i guess its okay that no matter how sad i am, i can still manage to smile n laugh.. or does that make me pathetic? hmmmmm. lol like i wud care if i was pathetic :P i try not to be though ;)

hmmmm, im not sure if i can get my math homeworks done by monday... so uhh ohh, im gonna be dead meat. nyeh, ntah lah hehe.

i went to miri today. it was alright. havnt been there for quite a long ass time, so yeah, it felt weird. hehe. maxx n i kept feeling paranoid. lol. hmm, i didnt buy much stuff but it was okay lah hehe. i met my biz classmate zatee d sana xD

ummmmmmmmmm... i dunno what else to talk about, so im outtie. ooh look, zeerah's online :) hehe. peasheness..

whadhap peepol?! lol.
Mood:  loud
Now Playing: Bounce - Fatty Koo
hallo~ hehe. we just had choir practice this morn n then went out with the rents, jalan2. i got so paning. but hey, at least my head feels aloooooooooot better after i changed my shampoo :)

everyone kept calling me "boss" tadi since i became the new choir president, it was weeeird.. lol but its cool that they make it easy for me. thanks guys =)

adeh, my mum just walked in n asked me if i wanned to ikut jalan hahahaha. no way. paning ku lagi krg :P

im still sick, but it comes n it goes... biasanya malam lah aku kesian lol.

nyeh, i have to go now... the rents mbawa mencari kain fo baju raya pertama lol. c ya babes~ peasheness <3333333333333333333333333333333

1 day to go?
Mood:  down
Now Playing: Peter Pan (the indonesian band)
sigh, i got A D D D grades for my MPR. i gave it to my dad today...well my mom took it to my dad. after i got chopsticks downstairs for my spaghetti, singgah japs to the rents' room. n dad asked my why my grades r low n my mom started telling to study n blah blah n "how r u going to get a scholarship" blahs.. n i was like "coming i here was a mistake" n just walked out..

then in my room, i started thinking about what they said n started crying.. i lay on my bed thinking if i'll ever actually get a scholarship... n ummm started crying even more. ntah eh. i hope i get a scholarship. kalau nda, UBD saja. kalau sana pun na jua kena accept, menganggur saja. jadi housewife. kalau nda kawin, jaga parents saja..

im drawing my baju raya. havnt made one yet. so bye.

3 days to go...
Mood:  hungry
i've been hungry for the past week.. lol. ive been eating n eating. ah well. i dont really care :S so ummm, yeah. hehe.

nyeh i havnt been healthy for the past week either. my body has been hurting n ive been having headaches... im not sure what it is. but ummm, I NEED A HOLIDAYYYYYYYYYYY lol. i think its the waking up early everyday thing.. nnnntahla. sigh.

i think my mom offered to bring me out to yayasan when i was asleep, buti cant be too sure.... lol.

hahahaha i need to stop n go do my homeworks. bye bye~ peasheness *burp* alhamdulillah hehehe xP take care peepol~

the countdown begins...
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Stupid Cupid - Mandy Moore
i want that sountrack cd!!

im sick n i feel cold =( plus i got the sniffles =(( nyehness!

oh n 4 days til hollies.

i've got tests for biz tomoro n thurz *hmpf*

holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyys~

i wanna start it now :s

peasheness =P