yakaluu~
i went to gadong this afternoon.. there were sorta a lot of ppl there. hehe. ooh n i met my old neighbour Yazid. he's my friend Saedah's cuzzie's bf.....i think hehe. well yes. wen i remember our old neighbouring lives back then, i can laugh my head off hahaha. anyways, i was actually mendgni mel menjual the $20 ABSOLUTELY RED tickets. hehe.

Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way~ ohh how fun it is to ride in a one-horse open sleigh~~ Ho ho ho! merrrrrry christmas to alllll~ hehe w/e.

ok well, i guess im off then. fezz thinks the servers r celebrating christmas n therefore wudnt connect us to the internet. hahaha.

ooh n this guy is on irc as "TJ" (kyodaaaaaaaaaaaaaai~ bleugh) i went /me barfs hahahaha. he's like "i hate u. why did u kick me out?" to padil lol. but padil was cool about it n sed "sapa yg mau keluar...u silly tambi" LOL. word. well yes im outties fo real. hugsssseS. hehe.

hallllu~
heys. ummm, yesterday i went to KB again with my parents n lil sister. it was kinda boring.. hehe. not really, but kinda. cuz this time we went to Seria too. came home n went online. hehe. never far :P fezz n mel just came home from camp on friday.. fezz was glad to be outta there lol. he went on about the toilets. bleugh. hahaha. ;)

today, i woke up round 11. watched disney channel n then went online. i am gonna log off soon tho hehe. im chatting wif mel n laleng. hehe. shud i call her ezza? *shrugs* i like calling her laleng.. mwah. oooooh well, im outties. hehe peasheness.

the nothingness of it all
okay i dunno wth is up with my blog title but *shrugs* hahaha the nothingness of it all. when there's all, there cannot be nothing..sumthing must be there? okay okay i'll stop confusing, cuz im confoozed hahahaha.

Sigh im just booooored. with a CAPITAL b. i'm in this yahoo chatroom which is like, DULL hahaha. but yeah, im gonna try n get in teenchat.com or .co.uk or sumthing. *shrugsies* hmm hmm. wellllp, i'll update hehe byes!

ooh ooh, i just realised it took me for about a MONTH to post another ...post last time. im gonna make sure that duznt happen again hehe hugs.

yaw.
hmh. im a little worn out.. slept arnd 12 last night, woken up a few times by Beast (my kittie) he wont sleep unless he's on me! grrrrr. then mama woke me up at...8? kan minta dgni go to KB with Abang Hairol also. so yeah in the car mosta the time, made me have a headache..

im loving Frankie J right now lol. searching for the cd yes. seesh hahaha. ooh ooh listen to the diss reza made about tj lol. hiperdee hipderdee hop hop hooooooo!~ LMAO *looks all innocent suddenly n walks away*

okay im linking ppl right now.. sigh how bored can u be..? damn, its nearly 4. hehe. well, i'll be off, Sabrina's starting. just need to plug one more webbie: mPb.net hehe. seeeeeya! .mwahz <33333 hugs.

hehe hiyee. remember me?
hellew~ ummmm i havnt posted for a while huh? hee. well, internet's been a humungous(howver u spell that) bitch.. so, i just wait for it to load... iw ait.. n wait... n wait... hehe. i got number 20 in class for the end of year exam... out of 27.. sigh. well, s'all good. i'll just do better next time :) ooh that reminds me. i made this poem last night. i called it "My Dream":-

I wanna be someone well-known,
Famous, popular and talent-shown,
A person people look up to and idolise,
Like Missy, Alicia, Aaliyah or even Mikey Tys? :P

I wud do anything to get that kind of attention,
Even invent something, win a nobel prize plus a buck times one billion,
But you cant even put a price on that type of commitment,
Cuz watchu really need is pure talent.

I've been down the road of dreaming,
It got me nowhere but staying,
And I've gone thru the path of begging,
But it got me nowhere ...hanging.

Is it wrong for a gurl to dream?
Is it wrong for a gurl to beg?
Is it possible for someone to accept
Just to make a small attempt?

I prayed to my anscestors and god above,
So that somebody will approve,
To help me thru with my passion
Of music which seems to be my obsession.

How wud they know that I'm true,
When all that tell me to do is "get a clue"?
All I want is just one chance,
For everyone to see that I too can trance.


Its not a serious thing, just sumthing i thought of n started writing heheh. well yusrin promised me a comment haha. i did make some poems on my last blog.. the one on crimson.. *shrugs* my poems rnt good anyways. well, i'm tryna upload some new pics. so ummmm peasheness! =)